Comments on: Trailers http://claudiadchristian.com/blog Love & Hate. Dominance & Submission. Mon, 21 May 2012 21:19:27 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3 By: CDC http://claudiadchristian.com/blog/trailers/comment-page-1/#comment-462 CDC Thu, 05 Jan 2012 23:38:51 +0000 http://claudiadchristian.com/blog/?page_id=94#comment-462 Thank you so much for your kind words, Sarah. :) I really appreciate reading them--especially in regards to my battles with doubt. My writing is a way for me to analyze and explore my beliefs and how they relate to the S&M belief structure. With that comes quite a bit of questioning as to why I think the way I do, or why I'm drawn to certain aspects that contradict what is seen as normal and loving. As much as I enjoy my work, the doubts seem to get the best of me when I wonder if I'm too focused on the potential abuse between my characters. (Even though that's what I purposely write. Strange, I know.) Anyways, I hope to find more balance and to feel at ease with the darker side of myself so that I'll run into these doubting moments less and less. "It seems a pity that one so open and connected to deep trauma, addition, pain, and torture be too scared to finish the story." I love this last bit you wrote. Thank you. It's great encouragement. :) Thank you so much for your kind words, Sarah. :) I really appreciate reading them–especially in regards to my battles with doubt. My writing is a way for me to analyze and explore my beliefs and how they relate to the S&M belief structure. With that comes quite a bit of questioning as to why I think the way I do, or why I’m drawn to certain aspects that contradict what is seen as normal and loving.

As much as I enjoy my work, the doubts seem to get the best of me when I wonder if I’m too focused on the potential abuse between my characters. (Even though that’s what I purposely write. Strange, I know.)

Anyways, I hope to find more balance and to feel at ease with the darker side of myself so that I’ll run into these doubting moments less and less.

“It seems a pity that one so open and connected to deep trauma, addition, pain, and torture be too scared to finish the story.”

I love this last bit you wrote. Thank you. It’s great encouragement. :)

]]> By: Sarah Von http://claudiadchristian.com/blog/trailers/comment-page-1/#comment-459 Sarah Von Thu, 05 Jan 2012 19:37:15 +0000 http://claudiadchristian.com/blog/?page_id=94#comment-459 Thank you for sharing your struggle with worth and doubt. I am coming to deeper understanding of my own beliefs that have bound me to submissiveness to a fault. That's probably an oxymoron in the S & M belief structure. Yet I'm a metaphysician so I recognize my responsibility in everything I am part of, even if just a witness to. It feels from the briefs I have read of your writing, a very conscious state of being for some of the characters you've created. Writing this I have come to understand that that is a draw for me as well. Good luck with breaking free from your "freeze". It seems a pity that one so open and connected to deep trauma, addition, pain, and torture be too scared to finish the story. Thank you for sharing your struggle with worth and doubt. I am coming to deeper understanding of my own beliefs that have bound me to submissiveness to a fault. That’s probably an oxymoron in the S & M belief structure. Yet I’m a metaphysician so I recognize my responsibility in everything I am part of, even if just a witness to. It feels from the briefs I have read of your writing, a very conscious state of being for some of the characters you’ve created. Writing this I have come to understand that that is a draw for me as well. Good luck with breaking free from your “freeze”. It seems a pity that one so open and connected to deep trauma, addition, pain, and torture be too scared to finish the story.

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